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Fully Alive in the end of `13`. Now I’m gonna take a rest. But I know that I’ll upload more videos with Flyleaf songs. From Memento Mori special Edition and acoustic version from Flyleaf debut album and from EPs and demos. :) I really liked Flyleaf, now I love them. :) I’m:

Fully alive
More than most
Ready to smile and love life
Fully alive
Now I know
how to believe in futures

I must add that are two versions of the song, I have the short one. Oh, I’ve forgotten to say that I’ll also upload missing versions (short or longer) of songs. So, I will have every song by Flyleaf on my channel soon.

Bye now, see ya very soon, sleep tight. :D


I love songs about breathing. :D I don’t know why. I also like veins, death, blood and so on. :D

So many lies swirling around you
You’re suffocating,
The empty shape in you steals your breath
You’re suffocating.

Soul’s empty. Without God. It’s bad and I can’t breathe. This void ( Big enough to fill the void that’s inside of you) consumes me. But I’m strong enough to fill it. With love or God. Or something. I must suit myself. :) I must believe in something `cuz I’m empty and I can’t breathe.

This is hard song to explain! I’ll try, bu don’t judge me for it. :D

The first verse (it’s actually easy) says about joy that we see something what we’ve wanted to see before! It’s amazing for us, we lift up hand for it, but it disapear…

Chorus now. It’s a conclusion from the verse one. Dream disapeared – it MUST be something wrong with me if nothing wants to come to me. Is something missing in me?! Lovers left me to bleed alone. I’m alone and dreams (lovers) left me.

The seconds verse. She’s not given up. She found again her dream, but again it’s gone away. And now she suffers, because of their grief.

Down here love wasn’t’ meant to be

It wasn’t meant to be for me

God made me for another life. I’ve tried to make my dreams come true, but probably God wants me to walk others ways.

(all is vanity, underneath the sun, all is vanity)

And now I’m not sure. Vanity – what’s this in this song? I think it’s earth, with people. People live underneath the sun. But why `vanity`? Maybe it’s connected also with God. God’s got a plan for our life and we can’t turn the way he’s made for us.

A school learn me about this everything about God. I’m sure I don’t believe.


Love, love and again: love! I mean of course Flyleaf songs. Today: So I Thought. Definetly about only love, teenager’s love! About the end of it:

Pretty neighborhoods you learn to much to hold
Believe it not
And fight the tears
With pretty smiles and lies about the times

The song says (in my opinion) that Jesus began the love, and every our relationship has something from Jesus. Hard to explain in English for me… :D Jesus is an every love. Jesus is love. Love is Jesus:

And all these twisted thoughts I see
Jesus there in between

And yep, I’m still an atheist. :)

And now I think that the song wants to make us happy. We ended a relationship – `earth` love, but Jesus still exists and loves us (not me xD) and we can find him and be happy still. Maybe this is it?

Hello again!

I completly didn’t know what the song is about. But the page: clearly said me everything. Did you know that some of the lines in this song are from the Bible? I hate this book, but anyway I love Flyleaf. I blame myself for this contradiction….

You may be tired of love and God what’s in their songs, but don’t worry. The music is awsome and will help you through this pain, my atheist. :)


8.35 am here. I should upload video yesterday but I hadn’t got Internet…

Tiny Heart. I didn’t know that are two versions of this song! And, as people say in comments, I’ve got the new one. But I’m going to upload the old too, so don’t worry. :)

The lyrics is about abortion. One says that. It’s right, but to me the lyrics can be about girl that fell in love in a boy who is older. And that’s all. I said that Flyleaf lyrics is about love. :)

As I write everyday about a song by Flyleaf as I have less to say. I think, they make a one large song with their songs. I hope so.

Set your thoughts on a world far off

Stars reflecting off your eyes

Today something about dreams. About what happens with dreaming person. The eyes are shiny, we are in other world. This is really great picture of situation like that

Set apart this dream

Everyone has a dream. Is that truth? I have. One, big, and I will do it. I am doing now! I’m making my dreams come true! This is just great! You should try it. :)

Close your eyes, little girl

You’re a princess now

You own this world

Twirling in your twirly dress

You’re the loveliest far above the rest

And it’s not meant for only little cute girls who dreams about being princess! It’s for everybody! For you too. :)

I couldn’t and still can’t find what Lacley sings in the end? This is magical and it really fits to this song, but I don’t know these words! I’m so frustrated? Help! I need some help…

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